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No Gain without pain right?
Posted:Sep 18, 2021 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2021 5:11 pm
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From a really early age I’ve enjoyed dressing for how it made feel in later life this has become even more true
I accept MTF transformation isn’t for everyone and I’m not even sure I want to go the whole way
You see I accept who I was and want to remember this as part of my transformation so I’m happy just to have my
Balls removed, I feel like looking down I will constantly be reminded of what I have become a sissy
I accept there is no easy way to do this and any route has its own challenges.
A few years ago I discovered chastity and my life changed forever the feeling of frustration and the anal joy I encounter
Pushed me towards becoming a submissive sissy for a guys enjoyment

Can't wait to flash my flesh in sexy underwear, or dressed as you like or even naked

So the easiest way is just having them removed this is fine with me I will accept my fate, however I suspect it won’t be
That easy, so there are other options none are great, there is banding, I’ve tried banding and it’s not desirable if you
Desire me to suffer this way dose me up with painkillers and restrain me please, or injections these I’m sure aren’t pleasant
Either and are administered over a of weeks, maybe something you would enjoy more that me
There is also clamping of the cords, can’t say any way is desirable but the end result is very desirable I can’t wait to develop boobs
For your enjoyment !!

So I’ve trained myself to accept what you expect, but I accept being castrated is just the start you want to inflict pain to me, that’s
Fine I’m into kinky, what is desired is up to you

Right now I have both nipples pierced my navel too, would accept my tongue being pieced for your oral enjoyment

Things that turn me on as feminine is bondage, wax play, fisting, and sex my fate is very much in your hands I just
Desire to be rendered sissy

Sex isn’t the main event so much goes on before your excited enough to pernitrate , lets agree the terms of my submission

I accept i can never be a true female but you have the power to render a sissy and i will settle for this cut my urine tract to force to sit to and i will delight you daily!
Spunky kisses Sam
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Road to discovery
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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From an early age I was dabbling into feminine, I’ve always admired the feminine form, love the shape and complexity of it all
Feminine was the complete opposite of what I was, once I discovered sexy there wasn’t any turning back really I just wanted more
The first time I dressed I knew I wanted to become feminine, over the years my desire to become feminine has just got stronger
The words to the song walk on the wild side isn’t true, you can’t just shave your legs, feminine is so much more it’s about your
Mindset, it’s about wanting to become an object of sexual desire, it’s about submitting to this persons desire and pleasing him

So over the years I’ve trained myself to be feminine from dressing sexy to play and of late denial, I discovered chastity this stops
Me acting as male, and makes me feel ultra-feminine, you see in chastity I get frustrated the moment I’m locked I desire the one
Thing I can’t have, but I’ve discovered better so much better during play if I hit the right spot it’s like an orgasm. It’s a head rush
That is very desirable and goes on and on, if I’ve been locked up enough I can even climax hands free,

Chastity is a real game changer it makes you reconsider what is normal, plus the fact wearing it makes me sit to pee that’s a huge
Plus

So this got me thinking how I could be changed to become as feminine as I could sure there is MTF transformation I wouldn’t say no
But seems very expensive and out of reach for most, so castration is a strong contender and rather quick and easy to do, but leaves
The fact of having to sit to pee which is also a huge part of who I wish to become, but looking into this I’ve found a simple operation
Where the urinary tract is cut behind where my balls were, forcing me to sit to pee, removal of my balls will not only render me sissy
Forever and help in development of boobs but also reliant on intercourse to climax

So do you desire a sissy to form into your gurl? Do you want a lady around town but a slut in the bedroom? Very much into kinky
Bondage, spanking, hot wax, fisting you name what you desire!!

I’m not short on offers but for me I’m saving myself for the guy who is willing to invest a little into my development so I’ve saved myself
For you, remove my desire and render me having to sit to pee then you deserve the right to pop my cherry I can’t wait to kneel before you
With your hardness in my mouth, feeling your lust I will look into your eyes I need to see your cum face!!

I know 90% of you will feel like I’m totally mad. I understand this is permanent and life changing and not for all but for me it’s just another
Step towards becoming an feminine object of your desire, render me sissy and enjoy my development into the gurl of your desire
Use me as you like I was born to be feminine use me as such! And as kinky as you like !
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We seek much the same thing but from other angles
Posted:Sep 12, 2021 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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So for me dressing and feeling sexy is a real plus, but don’t think for one moment this is a 50/50 split
Just because I’ve learned to enjoy what comes natural to you. Don’t mean we are alike !
For you penetration won’t be much difference, for a sissy I need to accept that desire and your want and
Lust, in fact I’m counting on you to provide me with this, as a sissy I learned from the start that the basic
Included going down on a guy and pleasing him to the point of climax. For me any real gurl will swallow her
Guys seed without question!! Once you recover comes the real challenge. As a submissive I want to feel your
Hardness within me, don’t hold back baby your enjoyment and thrusting will at very least make me pre-cum
So for me chastity is a real plus, want to be the dominate guy? Use and abuse me and stop me acting as male
If your kinky and I so hope you are we could talk fisting or even castration, that’s right Baby I need you to remove
My desire and have me become the object of your desire, kinky is a real plus just ask I;m keen Baby are you?
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What kind of gurl you looking for?
Posted:Sep 7, 2021 4:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2021 4:58 pm
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I’m not looking for a guy to wine and dine me, nor buy me flowers swap flowers for a toy we can
Both enjoy?
I’m looking for an old school guy, a guy who knows what he wants and will take his enjoyment
I know my place and that’s of a sissy submissive, chastity has taught me what I like and dressing
Makes me feel sexy. I would like a little help with my transmission, keep me locked up for your
Enjoyment and my frustration, I know we both will desire puffy boobs so hormones would be a
Plus, or something more permanent? I know and understand a transition won’t be easy!
There is no gurl or earth that hasn’t gone to bed wishing to become feminine when morning comes
But we live in the real world most of the time, not saying I wouldn’t agree to be castrated under
A local, just not sure anyone seeking what I desire would act so direct, so maybe you like to play
Banding? This is so painful I know I’ve tried and it’s not something I could do myself maybe we could
Play banding then one day while in bondage you leave it on for too long rendering me sissy forever?
Maybe your thing is injecting my balls with alcohol over a number of weeks to achieve the same result?
What’s in it for me? Glad you asked! Chastity and frustration now forms me, I love the thought of flashing
A whole lot more flesh, sexy and kinky underwear is a huge plus! So we all make choices during our lives
My choice is to serve a guy or guys as feminine. I know the road ahead won’t be easy and that some suffering
May happen, for you guys it’s not just about the act itself it’s more about getting to that point you desire intercourse
This might include bondage, spanking, CBT or something I have yet to understand but I’m open to offers kinky is a real plus!!
i end most days with an object inside me, i know you expect a lot but my lust drives to to do this to myself will you do this to me? use me yourself or share me i'm sure there is a huge market for a castrated sissy
Into transforming me into the sissy you desire let’s talk
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So what is sex?
Posted:Sep 5, 2021 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2021 5:20 pm
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So what is sex ?

Sex is something that happens between two people but isn’t exclusive either sex, its just a thing that is shared
Not going lie I felt like for years a was an object of a guys desire! I love the feminine form in many ways and
I’ve gone bed wishing I would wake as feminine, in my minds eye a female has be submissive she has put
Her guys needs and lust before hers, it came as quite a shock that I desire become feminine
Quite by chance I discovered anal and the feeling of prostrate stimulation is out of this So what is sext?

Sex is something that happens between two people but isn’t exclusive either sex, its just a thing that is shared
Not going lie I felt like for years a was an object of a guys desire! I love the feminine form in many ways and
I’ve gone bed wishing I would wake as feminine, in my minds eye a female has be submissive she has put
Her guys needs and lust before hers, it came as quite a shock that I desire become feminine
Quite by chance I discovered anal and the feeling of prostrate stimulation is out of this world ! so knowing this
The next step is finding a guy who desires me dressed and seeks a submissive sissy, you see my love of feminine
Makes me want lock up my goods, I’m talking chastity, in chastity I’m forced sit pee this for me is a huge
Plus, dressing for me has been a huge plus over the years but frustration has been my friend for the past year
And has made play so much more desirable, now I feel its time take the leap from male female time
So have me dress feminine time. Allow me submit your desire, I know and understand MTF don’t come
Easy. Also know that I desire a kinky male and that I may have suffer, how much I suffer is up you
My thoughts are try me for 3 months and if I deliver what you desire then please consider making me female
Forever ! yes I’m talking castration. Remove my boys and make me the sissy you desire, no going back is a huge
Turn on for me, prostrate stimulation is such I will swap sex enjoy this
world ! so knowing this
The next step is finding a guy who desires me dressed and seeks a submissive sissy, you see my love of feminine
Makes me want lock up my goods, I’m talking chastity, in chastity I’m forced sit pee this for me is a huge
Plus, dressing for me has been a huge plus over the years but frustration has been my friend for the past year
And has made play so much more desirable, now I feel its time take the leap from male female time
So have me dress feminine time. Allow me submit your desire, I know and understand MTF don’t come
Easy. Also know that I desire a kinky male and that I may have suffer, how much I suffer is up you
My thoughts are try me for 3 months and if I deliver what you desire then please consider making me female
Forever ! yes I’m talking castration. Remove my boys and make me the sissy you desire, no going back is a huge
Turn on for me, prostrate stimulation is such I will swap sex enjoy this
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It’s a lifestyle change for sure
Posted:Sep 4, 2021 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2021 3:47 pm
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So if lockdown has taught me anything it’s taught me that I enjoy manual play
I love chastity and I crave the sissygasm in fact I enjoy the whole experience
If your in the know it starts like a headrush that just feels better and better you
Encounter it, and if your lucky you get to cum hands free

Chastity makes me sit to pee this is also a huge plus for me and chastity makes
Me frustrated and this drives me to do the things you desire from me, I love dressing
And feeling sexy in kinky underwear, if you like you pick the outfits I’m to wear!

I’m naive somewhat as to how it will feel to replace toys for the real thing but really
Excited also, I understand that once your motor is running then I have to accept the
Outcome.

I’m so excited to flash so much more flesh than ever before and dressed real sexy to
Tease, I need to cover up just a little to excite you

I also understand that it’s not just the pump and grind it’s how you get to that point
As a sissy I would love to be retrained, I would like to feel like I was forced into anal
Also feel like any Daddy would like me to suffer somewhat for the cause, so some light
Spanking, wax pay, nipple play, fingering or even fisting

I can’t double guess what turns you on I know I need a man to complete me, I choose
Chastity over a normal climax. I would be very into injections into my balls to further
My transformation, or even castration right from the start, my focus from day one should
Be to become desirable to you, I want to be venerable and feel helpless and feminine !

Distance isn’t a problem try me out for up to 3 months if I don’t delight then send me home
If I delight you. Then keep me locked up sure I will overstay but this adds to your control
No going back from castration right?

Spunky kisses baby
Sam
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My ideal Gentleman
Posted:Sep 1, 2021 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2021 5:17 pm
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So I’m a sissy I have no desire to act as a male for me chastity is a real plus, so you should desire the same
Question: where do you find your chastity sissy gurl? Where ever you leave me !!
My ideal man would be someone who understands me and wants to work with me to further expand my limits
During this whole process I’ve been excited, frustration is a huge plus and a must for me
The wonder of chastity is that even if you wasn’t desiring anything before once I’m locked I desire penetration
Mouth or arse. I understand becoming feminine isn’t easy nor pain free but I accept this
Want to remove my desire for good? I would be up for this providing we agree on my development
like a teenage gurl i've dabbled and enjoyed what i discovered but i feel like toys are not the real thing sex is a normal act so the the normal is offered but i desire so much more
lets talk kinky. bondage would be a huge plus feeling like i was forced is a desire
if your into a sissy and kinky please can we talk?
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so here is what I expect
Posted:Aug 26, 2021 5:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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so at very least your require me in skimpy underwear sex underwear talking anything feminise but stockings and suspenders would be a plus
I know what you expect and this is very desirable I can’t wait to swallow your load for the first time!
without the restraints of hormones before long I will develop puffy boobs, once I flash my boobs and you get to suck them the deal is done
only one real outcome, I welcome your hardness seeking my girly hole, I can’t wait to encounter a guy within my zone, please don’t hold back
I so need to feel a guys lust within me, if I’m lucky I will encounter a anal climax at least at best a normal climax but a clear climax
Because my hope is that you will desire to remove my desire anyway you please!
can't wait to become your sissy slave are you keen ?
spunky kisses Baby
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Please stop me cheating
Posted:Aug 25, 2021 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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I love chastity and how it makes me feel the more frustrated I get the better it feels, but every once in a while I have to unlock myself just to clean myself
And this is when I cheat, at first I would punish myself by swallowing my own! when I cheated but I feel bad I can’t progress further
Chastity is working for me because chastity makes getting erect painful I tend not to get erect anymore, if and when I cheat I now climax limp
With my love of dressing and frustration I now need a key holder to take me further on my journey to feminine
In fact chastity could become a thing of the past if your willing to feminise me further?
So I’ve accepted who I am and after reading up I know the next step is somewhat extreme regardless of how this takes place but I do feel I’m ready for it
So if you’re a Master or mistress that desires a submissive, obedient subject can we please talk castration?
If I’m honest I would like just to turn up and be cut, I know there isn’t any going back but this is the final step so sure lets just get this done, no more cheating
Would enhance my enjoyment, maybe you would like to share this with me less desirable but same outcome so maybe burdizzo a bloodless option
Or if your kinky would you consider banding me? I would need pain meds but sure if this gets you going, also restrain me somewhat dabbled with this myself
And I know the banding is fine but before long the pain kicks in, release is as painful so if your into this please just lets do this another hour and your desire is done!
The other option is injections over a number of weeks that slowly turns my balls into mush, either way turns me into the sissy you desire. Right now I’m at the point
Of no return. I can’t go back because I just can’t moving forward is daunting but hold my hand and tell me it will be OK
For me developing puffy boobs makes anything worth it, so my love of kinky underwear and wanting to become the object of your desire turns you on then remove my
Desire and use me as female, don’t mind what your into just make me your gurl!!
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So strange
Posted:Aug 24, 2021 5:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2021 5:39 pm
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So frustration seems like natural progress Chastity changes your outlook about sex and pleasures of the flesh
I would trade a normal climax for an anal climax any day, once you encounter anal there isn’t any going back
In fact you just desire more and more!
Some things feel strange like flashing more flesh than ever before, mascara feels strange, I’m sure painting my
Nail is an art I need to practice more.
Body hair is something I love to remove it makes me desire a guy so much, dressing in sexy underwear is a joy
You piecing my tongue for your oral enjoyment, right now chastity and hormones have ripped me of my male
Desire, what’s next is very much up to you, at very least keep me in chastity maybe glue the lock so I have no
Point of return, maybe lets play castration play it’s very erotic to have your balls banded! Hurts like hell doing
It and even more if you release me! Bondage for me is a huge plus so maybe just maybe your keep the band on
Me too long and remove my desire once and for all? Without my boys there is only one way forward and that’s
Feminine, for me developing puffy boobs and erect nipples is a real plus
I just feel like once you remove my outer wrapping and I remove my bra there is only one outcome, I can wait
To kneel before you, feel your hardness in my mouth and do what’s needed to have you climax in my mouth!
As a good sissy I’m happy to swallow anything you deliver !!!
So right now I’m a blank page form me into the gurl you desire and lets do this I’m as ready as I can be being
Honest there are parts of this that fill me with dread but also delight me !
The move from sissy to feminine excites me I know I can handle the void once the deed is done can’t wait to
Become your sissy and after your gurl. Transform me and I will do whatever to reward your effort !!
I'm excited to become your gurl of your dreams are you willing to take a chance on me? i sure hope so lets make love together?
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Kinky all the way
Posted:Aug 23, 2021 4:36 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2021 4:44 pm
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So my new wardrobe should consist of nothing other than your favourite feminine attire, and heels
If I’m honest I would like to be locked into dresses and heels
Bondage is also a huge thing for me as I would like to feel like I were forced
In chastity I feel every part your submissive, obedient gurl, I know of the joys of my body as feminine
I’ve sampled them many times with toys even punished myself for cheating by swallowing my own juice
For me prostrate stimulation is mind blowing if I’m that frustrated I am able to climax hands free
Up to now I’ve controlled everything myself I love what I encounter and I want more but at the hands of
A guy, I no longer wish to be my own key holder, I need a guy to say where and when or if I ever climax
As normal again, my hope is that you keep me in chastity and glue the lock and discard the keys
We could do banding play maybe you would like to leave them on too long to remove my desire once and
For all, maybe your thing is injections, or just a cutter?
My ideal guy would keep me dressed 24/7 maybe locked in a cage, or locked to a wall via a expandable locking
Butt plug? All I know for sure is that I wish to wake to your wood, love the thought of breakfast from your cock
When it comes to anal what gurl wouldn’t like to feel your hardness seeking her girly hole while we spoon
Baby I’m as kinky as you like my body is yours to shape as you like and once done just use me as feminine
For you guys in America try before you buy for 30 days, do what you like for 30 days and if I’m not the gurl
You desire send me home, regardless of enhancements if you happy keep me locked up and just enjoy me as
Feminine after 30 days I will become illegal to further your hold over me!!
Not going to say i'm a page 3 gurl but i have two holes i would like for you to explore take a chance on me and you won't regret the gurl i wish to become!!
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So how will you remove my balls?
Posted:Aug 20, 2021 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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So if you require a submissive, obedient weaker sissy then we really need to talk castration, with my love of
Dressing and chastity I’ve gone to bed wishing I would wake up feminine.
So turning up and being taken to be seen too is a huge appeal, why wouldn’t it? Won’t say no but given this
Whole process has been slow to say the least got thinking maybe you would enjoy taking this trip with ?
Chastity serves well frustration is my desire and the fact it makes sit to is a real plus but testosterone
Is my enemy it rips of the advantages of hormones, I would love to develop boobs but thus far I have larger
Man boobs, I accept that any other way will be painful, but I realise that this may apeal to you
There are other ways maybe your into banding having tried this its not painful while being banded but if
I’m kept in this state for any of time removal is just as painful, then there is Burdizzo it’s bloodless but
Also painful and not something I can do to myself, or injections over a of weeks
So looking this if you castrate your turning into the submissive, obedient sissy slave you desire plus
I will develop much quicker into the gurl you desire,
I also understand that climax is just the end result before this I may encounter some discomfort or pain!
Aid me in my transmission into feminine and I will after your needs
Can’t wait to have to serve a guy as female with no return, please remove my boys and have serve you
As female if you also change my plubing I will forever have to sit to
My balls are in your hands how do you desire to remove them? If your serious about rendering sissy lets
Talk Spunky kisses Sam
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So I love chastity
Posted:Aug 18, 2021 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 2:30 am
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So dressing is a huge part of my life but being your own keyholder don’t work I tend cheat when it comes cleaning myself
Dressed and in the shower the best I can do is climax limp but I do so with a shampoo bottle inserted and on tip toes and if I
Climax I will swallow anything I can deliver! Chastity and hormones have rendered me all but sissy what I desire from you is the
Next step and remove my balls. I know I desire this so much is it what you desire?
I’ve been working towards becoming a gurl my whole life
I know what I am and I know I can please you just ask kinky is a plus just name what you desire, chances are I won’t say no
For years I’ve dreamed to wake up feminine maybe just maybe you could do this for me?
So if your into a sissy then please can me talk?
spunky kisses baby
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